Each letter on the keyboard is a new hook in the sand.
An anchor to tether this vessel to something
Resembling a foundation that isn’t cracked
Why can’t you write something without water imagery?
Because my melatonin dosage has changed
From powdered pills to bleeding ink
And I don’t think I’ve yet found a better way
I’m still drowning.
And I will float endlessly until acted upon
Saving whatever kinetic energy
I can muster, to start moving
And keep moving
Please don’t let me stop.
Momentum is birthed by variables
And stars far outside my reach right now
So push me,
I won’t push back
In fact my arms will be open,
Grasping the waves to try and grab hold
Of something that can hold the weight.
But each day it grows.
And each day it spreads.
More than I would care to admit.
These waters are so cold,
But they’ve stitched me a blanket
That everyday seems more familiar
And as I lay afloat in the dead of night
I can hear waves
Quietly whispering “home”.
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